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B e l i e v e i t o r n o t,
I was born a boy. As far back into my early childhood as I can remember, I questioned my gender and tried to imagine what it would feel like to be female. For my entire life since, the persistent idea that I would significantly enjoy, and in fact prefer life as a woman has been eating away at my subconscious mind. Now, in the wake of a terrible tragedy, I have found my phoenix. I shall rise from the ashes of despair, spread my wings, and take flight as Angela;
A B e a u t i f u l B u t t e r f l y .
New
Shoes:
Living as a male, I
never owned more than one wearable pair of shoes at a time (plus perhaps a pair of
boots here and there,) but the shoe fever has officially overtaken Angela
today. In recent weeks before this, I had purchased two pairs of women's shoes, one
being a pair of comfy white sneakers, and the other a pair of silver shoes that were
flat but distinctly
dressy. Today, however, I acquired four more pairs at PayLess in
Aviation
Mall. Going in, I knew I needed a nice pair of black dress-up shoes to
accompany my favorite little black dress, but like countless women before
me, I fell victim to the store's clever BoGo-50%-off Sale and ended
up leaving with four pairs instead of just the one. Despite my
unplanned splurging, I'm still happy with my selections.
Now in the aftermath, I'm finding myself longing more and more for warmer weather to bring
with it an excuse for me to wear sexy outfits like this outside and in
public!!
Oh, and on an unrelated note
but still worth mentioning, I found out yesterday that my Pops is already
aware that I'm self-medicating with estrogen supplements. This
surprises me, as I had expected a good deal of opposition from him whenever
he discovered what I was doing. Perhaps it just hasn't come up yet
between him and I,
but I really hope that he won't feel the need to put down my decision.
Feb. 10, 2009
Summary
of Efforts to Date:
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Feb. 2009
More to Come Soon !